| Hmm, I haven't posted here in a while, maybe I should make a post, but maybe i shouldn't. I have like 3 chapters of reading, but each chapter is like 40 pages... compacted into thin pages -__-. and i have a test, well two next week. Right now i'm in the library, sitting in the basement where i always sit with steph. but i'm facing a column haha. Ive been going to hte library often lately and iono, i feel like its boring haha, but its getting work done... i guess..
Have you ever wondered what keeps people going? is it the goals is it the hope? is it how fun being alive is? or is it simply... just because we're alive.. and we take it for granted. i guess every person has their own different kind of motivation, but what is your motivation? what do you do in a day.... most people.. i guess... go to class.. study... eat..sleep.. shower.. the necessities.. but what about outside of that? In a week, what is there to do? That's the question. and dont say the mall. I never realized how... short each day was... or more unproductive i guess since i always played some video games, which is supposed to help me feel more producve.. since there are.. goals in them.. and you are aiming for it. this post is going nowhere, i'm just rambling haha and not studying. I wrote in the journal, sorta, on this topic, and it lead to me missing being on campus, but for some reason life felt more exciting.. even though it was just as boring LOL... except i was closer to other people. I mean i could stil lbe close but it's just more of a hassle. and i like the typing sound thats comming out of my netbook =] haha. So i'll type more. one thing though.. i miss not having to cook lol.. even though dining hall food is bad.... it still beats cooking.... cooking just takes too long and thinking of what to do.. buying groceries.... did it all summer.. dont know how.. but... i guess now we're getting lazy lool. ahhhhh its thursday already. i wonder what i will do this weekend.. i knod of wnat to go bowling.. its expensive... execuse my typos.. lol. i wnat to find out what there is to do in sd haha... no.. nothing like partying..
how was i not bored all thru grade school lol... same city.. smae place.. for... so many years. weird huh. i guess as a kid.. you tend to have a greater imaginary circle and we emerge ourselves into this that we don't realize the world around us. Or maybe i should get a job, but i'm pretty sure id feel that it's pointless if its not something... productive haha.. like.. working at... a jamba juice or w/e... what are you doing... in that... making smoothies.. yay.. lol... grats. you did nothing after 5 hours and you'v emade... 40 bucks. this is the time for us to explore the world and feel free instead of working. we'll be working for the rest of our lives lol. doesnt hurt to start later =]
lalala... okay i'll get to work lol
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